Not Worth Much?

I need someone to rescue me. I am deteriorating in mind, body and spirit as time goes on. I am non-telepathic but I have voices in my head that are pretty much a nuisance and lead me wrong directions. I need reassurance as to what I am doing but a concern from another is far and in between. I do not hear your telepathy to me. I am an innocent person who does not engage in evil telepathy. Satan gave you the option to be telepathic and be evil or to be non-telepathic and be good. Where do you lie? Quit talking to me inside your fucking head! You may think you have a response but that is probably from a demon person pretending to be me in telepathy! If you think you know me; guess again. Nobody has taken the time to sit by my side and talk with me--no one in almost 50 years. You may hear my anger towards the voices in my head but that has nothing to do with my outward personality! You don't give me the common courtesy to have my own thought process about what I am learning or being told--whether its a lie or a truth...

I don't fucking much care anymore. If things continue as they are I predict I will be listless and suicidal. Someone is supposed to rescue me. Is it you? Is it God's People? I don't have much hope anymore. You people fucking suck!

I am the only God on Earth. Not anyone else! You have wasted your trust on evil lies and evil people! Oh...but they have the brightest aura!? Have you ever thought people can fake and misrepresent who they are? Ask and concentrate...ask to see their true auras! Why don't you trust in God on High and ask Him questions about what you think you are hearing and witnessing? Have you ever thought there may be a magician pretending to be Alysia Heyer in all stages of her life. Are you really seeing me? Or a facade? I didn't go to Tyee High School parties but one--and hated it so I never went to one again! So, who were you seeing as me? So you have heard I have slept with thousands of men! Don't be fucking ridiculous...have you ever seen me flirt? Have you ever seen me fall all over a guy in person? Has it happened--I really have no memory of that! Be careful where you get your information! Why don't you be normal and sit down with a cup of coffee and ask the source? If you feel it is thousands of people--in what lifestyle has this occurred? Was I taken hostage on a naval ship and prostituted from port to port? Get real people. For the most part it has only been boyfriend material with a couple of other mistakes.

You think you know me from the internet--well think again, it;s mostly evil lies! Why? Because I am the prophecy for the end of evil! That is why they lie about me. And you are stupid to not even give me the time of day to sit with and have a conversation. You read my blog and think it's funny but it is going bite you in the ass! Good luck to your lifestyle and way of being.

I taught you a word "vindictive" but do you know what it means? Someone is vindictive when they lash out to unjustly harm you for your move. "an unreasoning desire for revenge"! I have reasoning! And I have not even unjustly struck you! I have spent one lifetime as Jesus Christ. You failed me. I got murdered and the prophecy was not fulfilled. I come back time and time again as God's Daughter and you fail me time and time again! Where is the rescue of God on Earth as a homeless person? You argue you are upper class and too good for someone like me! People...have you heard of Heaven? You don't get into Heaven by turning your back on God!!! I come to you time and time again for food to eat...do I get it sometimes. Do you think to rescue me from this condition? I have not seen so. Three people tried taking me in. But it was short lived. You listen to evil people who interfere!

You think people only have worth with money in their pocket! Shame on you! What God gives is what he can take away! Quit being stupid!