Maid Of Dishonor

I got married. Was I in love? No, not passionate at all...was this lame? Yes, but I couldn't find a way to provide for myself at a decent wage, etc. I knew it wasn't forever and I asked the officiator for it not to be "under God"! I wish I had better circumstances, but I don't regret things I have done in life--it has got me to where I am today and I have a positive outlook--I am just waiting on a final miracle!

So anyways. I didn't have the support I wish I had. I remembered two persons from childhood for my wedding party. One I had known since three years old and the other a middle school student. I felt weird involving them, but I did it anyways.

The blonde had actually made out with my ex-high school boyfriend after I had broken up with him. She called me after the fact to tell me "I wanted what you had". He called to tell me he was sorry and he felt awkward. I had forgotten this at the time I called upon her to be in my wedding party--maybe just sweeping it under the carpet as we were just kids.

Weird. After being married and I had gotten divorced--I had searched my name online. I found something...my name with her photograph (and husband (hers)). Google videos. I didn't open it for I know what kind of videos she posted on Facebook--pedophilic videos of her children. Children in underwear doing exercise videos! I didn't want to see what she posted--I'd leave that up to the authorities to look at. I sent a letter to Google with my concerns...I think they took Google videos down.

Now, I think she is using Adobe Photoshop to alter or create images of me--it may be on Instagram.

I've gotten wind of this before...I have heard of false images in Penthouse and me in movies.

Don't believe everything you see!

Song selection: "Smokin Out the Window" by Bruno Mars, Anderson, .Paak, Silk Sonic