How Do I Survive?

The government has turned off my disability. What does that mean? Since, I am not able to function properly in this world with mental illness...I receive a monthly payment. They took it away. They say they sent paperwork last fall and in March of 2024, but I have not received any. Who is at fault? Is the government lying? Is homeless mail at the church lying? I only receive medical bills in the mail. I have not received one personal piece of mail at my current address (a church that collects mail for the local homeless!) so if you have sent a word of encouragement--I thank you but it has not been put in my hands!

I have no money. I have no income. Supposedly, I won a Nobel Peace Prize for my blog that comes with money award--but I was in the mental hospital and nothing was awarded to me! Did they even check an ID?

I beg to ride public transportation. Paid for by the tax payers but some bus drivers will roll on by or even tell you that you don't deserve a courtesy ride! (The bus runs anyways...where do they get off?)

I beg for food. I am a burden on those that surround me--how can I contribute?

And, my medical insurance has been turned off. I learned the other day that Medi-Cal has been "pending" since March 2024!

Song selection: "Gypsy Woman (She's Homeless)" by Crystal Waters